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Chahut and daring (and 4)

"There were and have been pleasing to his eyes, but was not strong

to relate each other or with himself: he could not put them in focus "

(Paul Bowles: The Sheltering Sky)

Daring . remains as an expectation that word and feeling indefinite Long Shadow winter solstice in a de Chirico painting.

What does the bold? drift or sliding strategic and risky from the noise and buffoonery to find a figure . The boldness as an exercise in classicism on the edge of a knife .

On paper the graphite extends as Seurat universe iron filings to a magnet underground command. Blackness and the white spectrum of the singer we dream of is displayed in an atmosphere of chance, mystery or miracle. Boldness is the daring of wrist rotation that moves the magnetic fields.

We are within building that collapses - the builders did not put much care when mixing concrete or steel grids define it (dis) arming - and in this extreme situation, one tries protected under a formica table, crying and praying to God for cruel neglect, or, conversely, start a dance unpublished saves the girl from the disaster, and risky (not spectacular) break dance, it rises enough to see the fall of the building from above, with the dust rising and thicken Corinthian show the stupidity of fear, apprehension . The feeling of disappointment is volatilized and heard the night Schoenberg's Transfigured or milonga. The jump can even take notes of the natural for our next exhibition. That, I suppose, is the boldness.

Needless to say I've felt that when buildings collapse I hid under the formica table, but I've never cried Jeremiac. Yes, I have cried with disappointment and human world (How life has disappointed me, Luis!) Also have felt the great hollow of the sentence, repeating the old mantra for me: I do not deserve , am not (un) worthy of this cruelty , why evil overwhelms me (and so on). But I have not made a public display of it. I smile and at the bottom of my smile dwells a fixture of daring.

Maybe I've been dared not know --- which (of course) overrides the courage until the day of recognition. Boldness is

hyperconscious.

(so it was surreal under)

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noise and sink drains me . The boldness saved if and only if I can identify in any of my gestures. Seurat's Pointillism requires me quiet Assyrian in perception and accept the paralyzing fear, suspicion that it might all be (we) automata . Seurat's figures are the terror in the midst of an orgy of taxidermists: all look forward to the performer with the scissors and the crystalline spheres that will replace our eyes. We are excited dissected eternity but worried about our fears about what it's like to be completely hollow and filled with sawdust, we were detained Life on the esplanade of La Grande Jatte. Mummify us all alone. One Sunday afternoon.

Boldness is a slight dodge unexpected intelligence in the eyes to break the effect of the dots Assyrians.

So daring in La Grande Jatte Seurat run by a monkey and a dog.

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The vision , laughter and love oscillate like dervishes make us .... Chiaroscuro

naked and horror spectra.

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Daring. Alternative the time when there is no god to take a chance to prudence. Does little good intelligence and willpower classic. The daring experiment involves distance, the adjusted risk that exceeds a foreshortening, in a point or a couple of steps, the boundary non plus ultra. Rider irrationality that moderation does not expire and that, rather, puts the intelligence at your service on behalf of something (whats LADY governs the bold champion? The intelligence?).

..... And all the effort, in rondo figures we saw in the previous step dance (too bold) end up revealing the grain, the emptiness of the interference without decoder, the message secret of the old kerosene lamp, the excitation of the lord of the front row for a movement within the singer.

In the limit of the unusual, and near the temerity or the same madness, boldness is in the order of noise and mutation of the figure points. The cold movement knows placed in the beating of the intelligible and the solution ....

.... and now I think and I shuffled the keys and fingers and soul until I am overcome nervousness, restlessness, the desire of violence, violence itself applied to those you love in order to laugh and joke, unexpected, to the disappointing and I expected. Run, run ....

Chahut as rap, burlesque show in which neutered dwarf has the therapeutic properties of the violence of desire and its object: it, the dancer, the acrobat, the soprano opiate addicts. Kung fu between Pierrot and Columbine.

Images:

Seurat: Drawings (MOMA )

: A dimanche après-midi à l'Ile de la Grande Jatte (detail)
Giorgio de Chirico: Melancholy and Mystery of a Street (detail)

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