Friday, December 17, 2010

Numbness In Leg & Stomach

In fact sweaty and cursed (Christmas meditations)

Rembrandt: Girl in the Window (1645)


"Small we have be strong.
The world is cruel to the little things "


The words above are, in one way or another, from Truman Capote . The title of this note appears in Cold Blood. Phrases that lie beneath the girl were laid Rembrandt by Capote himself in the film Infamous ( Infamous, 2006). Or we are precise: the voice covering the mouth movements of the actor Toby Jones Capote making tells me that the world is cruel to the little things and ( why ) small have to be strong. I do not know if this is actually said Capote. I'm not fetish origins.

The fetishist erases all the senses that flow in torrents of things and builds up into one, is anchored in a particular and emotion. Eliminates the possibility of new directions in a strange loyalty to one source: the first reading, the Ur- draft of the great novel, the foot of the girl and her shoe broke, the matron's bosom. The anchor fetish things 1UE emotion is a powerful and turns us on it as the circle dervish. Fetish shoes are the axis of evil universe and minimalist form a naive mapping.


Words without fetishism, are excised and stained in the colors of the girl of Rembrandt. The girl hears and delivers the converted hotcakes aesthetic communion. The bread that amalgamates the thousand ways (or a thousand plateaus). She, who look, Converts to our viewers and our strength. Accepting the weakness we throw the knee to the ground and let the little things-the senses - can rozarnos like a dream. Not everyone is ready to receive what the young man shows. Hands eroded by the cold water of the canal and the bitter smell of your breath are moths of invisible light that announces the release of that bread aroma. It's not magic or sleight of hand. Religious Strangely, only the stupidity of the suitor - is believed naive viewer and not artistic material the girl serving may cause laughter in communion with the bread that smells like red hands by water and garnish with sour breath, dotted with honey, which reveals the morning and breakfast based frugal onion and brandy.

I say that, while walking the streets looking for the facts sweated and cursed their connections, I could see the beauty of things and tenderness. I am not ashamed.


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" rarely a case is solved thanks to beautiful theories. He trusted you made l" sweated and cursed ". The amount of research and check facts and get set for the plan, assured sweats profusely as it was to monitor and control hundreds of people ... a journey to a crawl in the past" ( ...) "We must continue until we know the Clutter better than they ever came to be known. Until we see a contact point between what we find that Sunday morning and something that happened maybe five years ago. The connection. There has to be that having una.Tiene (Cold Blood)
Specialist obsessions, review the facts at year-end balance. The facts, questioned by the thousand emotions that have seen fit to visit us, have seen their edges became smooth and are now unrecognizable. It incensed disfigured the reasons and connections. The facts sweated and cursed we stick as close to the eyes that keep us from the safe distance, the ironización and oblivion that ends. Perverts the spirit of Christmas is not time or accumulation obsessions facts, or rote combinatorics of possible connections, searching for one wrong gesture or eye shadow that presaged the end, ruin or collapse. Christmas is deceit and neglect, projection of future desires, promises of great change or attempt to recall a past in which states were happy.

The man sweated and cursed facts extends the thousand stages of their awareness on the bed like cards in a game that someone had to play.

Unable to summary and year-end balance, long drink strong alcoholic drinks to keep sweating the facts now note under her back and can never submit to a court as proof of anything.

The man, drunk, believes that envisioned little things in racking with sweat and cursed facts, those facts which, like playing cards mutated blades, we are now cutting the soul.

The man sweated and cursed facts not able to defend the little things - smiles and blushes that were laid down in the exocuento the other day. The cruelty of leaving the cards devoured track faded as an item that came to an end without a victory or profit.

Now it's late and neither was he allowed to break alcohol amnesia.

were lost the little things that give meaning precariously between facts and cursed sweaty. Failed, drunken man, tenderness to view and distance to love. It lost the strength to win a pulse Bogart.


a shame that Christmas, misleading and deceitful, can not know facts or sweaty or chuiquitas things. Girl sad that we can offer Rembrabdt no bread.

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